as usual, we hav to hand in marketing by 10 today..hamster aka jian wei picked me up to uni to hand in coz we're goin to ss14 for breakfast wif dydee, chee how, jian wei, alex, joachim, keng yao, eugene n jerry(i guess)..most of them are havin hols n they wanna hav bahkuteh for breakfast.. i was stoned n =_=' ,early morning eat bahkuteh..quite filling rite..hamster woke up so late..called him but doesnt wanna pick up..hav to ask chee how to call coz last nite he said he can help me to wake him up..lolz..guys oh guys..planned to meet up at 9,end up reached there around 10..but dydee is another one dat woke up late too..called her a few times but didnt pick up so we decided to eat first..i tot she was driving or wat but she called saying dat she juz woke up when we almost finish..hehehe..we shall go other time ler..luckily i managed to go back on time..class was at 11 am..
later, mel, siu, joel n joanne went for the transfering to aus campus talk..adam,alex,darren they all were in musa..all goin for da talk too so i couldnt play ping pong..kat,wee n aaron they all were studying n doin assign in library..actually they hav planned to meet up wif kelly,ee von n her bf justin at ss19 pan mee but they cant make it..so only jason, alex n i went..stupid weather is so freaking hot..jason parked inside but his car was quite far away..alex n i dunno which car and there's so many black wira..keep goin to da wrong car..lolz..hehhehe..
as usual we hav to take no. for da pan mee..waited for more than 30 mins i guess..hard to get a big table for 6 of us too..hot hot hot..luckily i ordered dried pan mee..if not i'll sweat like i juz bath.. heheh..later,kelly they all went home coz no more class..we hav to go back for boring lec..so happen erica's car was beside us when we found a parking but she's leaving d..guess she juz attended da talk..we stayed inside the car n chit-chat..we talked bout our past relationships..when its my turn to talk bout it, i really dunno how to say it n keep laughing like mad..then they said i dun wanna share wif them..actually i did tell alex bout it last year..but he said its incomplete..
sigh..i dunno ler..things always dun go my way..sometimes i hate myself for havin crush for a few ppl at da same time..makes me feel like i fling around..another thing is my feelings for dat person would fade away if they treat me nicer,show a lil interest..although it doesnt always happen but i hate it..at the end,i lost the opportunity..the funny thing is,some of them whom i might hav crush on them before dis became my bro(kor)..perhaps i hoped to hav a biological korkor but it was my "dream" since long time ago..always mentioned it to my frens..but rite now, i hav lotsa korkor dat sayang n help me..=p mui sayang u all veli muchie..=)
anyhow, i feel grateful dat my frens are concerned bout me..a malay guy called n texted me one day,last month i guess..luckily i missed da call so i juz ignore him..he wrote dat he simply call my no n wanna make frens..wat a stewpit way to make frens..used those malay short forms which we cant un, juz simply guess da meaning..expect me to be a malay n un his language..last yr a stupid pervert sent a msg wif disgusting malay words to me..worse thing is dat fella knows my name..alex, ah pek they all were so nice n tried to call da no. but da line was no longer available.. either he off his hp or throw da sim card coz its superb cheap to get a no. rite now..mayb he's too free n fooling around..i didnt expect them to be dat concern bout it..thank you so much guys..i really miss u all so much..miss those days..sobsob..dam,not dat i wanna look back in the past..it was a wonderful memories which i cant forget in my life..life is getting tougher..those happening days would not appear in our future ler..its hard to gather d..many went or goin to overseas..although we always said keep in touch but it doesnt mean dat everybody will do dat..dats wat darling yuen told me n i agreed wif her too..but we promised to keep in touch wif each other..wanted to text her but often forget n i think she's bz wif her job too..
its time to sleep..3 hrs of law can burst my brain..n i wanna practise my ping pong skill...niTeZzz..
hApPiE 19tH tO dEaRiE bBhUi,hope u hav a wonderful day wif ur darling ya..lets wait for da outing wif bbyun on sat ~nItE fEvEr~
