06 May, 2007
Here come my "independant" days~kakak LEFT we sent her to airport dis morning, early morning..all woke up at 4+juz slept 3 hrs coz was doin FM (i hate it!)didnt feel like waking up
but i know i'll surely regret if i dun
these red-eye flights are real "torturing"
its niceee to speed at dis hourno cars, no speed trap (i guess =p)but it was out of my expectation when we reached therei tot da airport will be veli quietwif around 10+ ppl but i was wronghaihz,
airport is a happie yet sad place
happie when u're goin overseas for hol
sad when ppl leaving
i hate farewells, NEVER like it
i become veli emotional when it comes to dis issue
but normally i cant tears even when i force myself to
argh i dun like it
i even started to tears on da way thereand worse part is dumbo me put on emo songsstraightaway "rain"haihz..i've been starting to tears few days agoi told myself to control, control, control todaydun wanna cry in front of themi juz couldnt describe the emptiness dat i feltsome of them might laugh at mebut i guess they wont un how i felti kept thinking bout she's leaving and allit juz keep my mind occupied these few daysshe's juz like one of my family memberwe stayed together for so long, see each other everydaythough we're not really closeshe jokes wif my frens as welli sort of rely on herbut i know part of the reason is oso we wont hav maid anymore
F.Y.I, i did hse work when i was young tooand during da time when kakak went back for a monthmum would have to do most of da jobswill try to help herbut i guess more naggings are comin =/we reached subang around 7was looking for da usj21 dim sumlucky us coz they open at 7so we were among da 1st customer of da daybut hav to wait for them to cook lor i didnt know ppl will wake up so early for breakfastsaw dis guy whom i believed is part-timer in da shophe was fr my primary skool, 1 yr youngergd memory huhhehehhe..act i rem him becoz he still looks da sameand he is quite gd looking, lolzanyway i'm not interested lar =plife just become so different i feel one kind when i saw her empty room i was suprise that da impact is so huge anyway, i hope she's doin fine over there live healthily and good luck in he future undertakings =)sleepyyyy... Zzzzzmy another fav songGwen Stefani ~ 4 In The Morning Wakin up to find another dayThe moon got lost again last nightBut now the sun has finally had it’s sayI guess I feel alrightBut it hurts when I think, when I let it sink inIt’s all over meI'm lying here in the darkWatchin you sleep, it hurts a lot[Bridge]And all I know is you’ve got to give me everythingNothing less 'cause you know I give you all of me[Chorus]I give you everything that I amI’m handin over everything that I’ve gotCause I wanna have a really true loveDon’t ever wanna have to go and give you upStay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouringAnd I wanna make it worth the fightWhat have we been doing for all this timeBaby if we’re gonna do it come on do it rightAll I wanted was to know I'm safeDon’t wanna lose the love I foundRemember when you said that you would changeDon’t let me downIt’s not fair, how you areI can’t be complete, can you give me more[Bridge][Chorus]Oh please, you know what I needSave all your love for meWe can’t escape the loveGive me everything that you have[Bridge][Chorus] Labels: farewell
posted by yiNz aT 10:35 PM
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