Falling in love is so easy, but falling out of it is hard.
I'm having mixed feelings.
=( =( =(
thanx smally for alwis listening to me.

I never thought ending it could be so painful.
It's hard to said those sentence but I guess it's the only way.
Why does it hurt so much ?

Currently listening to: Aaliyah -The one I gave my heart to
Christian Wunderlich - Why Goodbye

Thanx smally for alwis be there for me, listening to me rant and cry and comforting me.
I wish i could packed u into my suitcase and brings u along with me.
But I cant =/
I will definitely miss you the most (minus my family)

Don't emo same time with me smallyy....
Mwahs!

SCREW EVERYTHING !
I HATE YOUUUU.....................
I WANT TO HATE YOUUUUUUUUU BUT HATING YOU MAKES ME HURT SO MUCH..
HOW ?
TELL ME HOW ?
I NEED TO CRY BUT I CANT ..........
GOSH... SOMEONE PLEASE SAVE ME !!
SAVE ME FROM ALL THIS ! =(

My smally is being small today.
It seems she's in deep shit.
haha.. wtf
jus joking..
Dont worry yea. It's not getting serious.
Drop by before I head to bed.
Need to sleep early.If not, fur not nice laaaaaaaaaaaaa... =P

Nitey nitey....
Mwahs people!
* I HATE HIM LA. GOT TIME TO YUM HIS STUPID CHAR* =( =(

You know when there's time you feel like just screwing everything up *including exams, friends, wuteva wuteva*
You know you are getting depressed when nothing seems to faze you.
Finals around the corner? you don't feel scared.
Shopping? You shop for the sake of wasting money or maybe sometimes hoping that shopping can makes you feel better.
You want to cry. But you cant seem to cry.
You laugh for the sake of laughing. So that people will never see your weakness.

You know what am I feeling?
Nothing at all...
I got no feelings at all now.
I feel numb when I look at him.
I feel sad when he acted that way.

I stop crying the day you walk away from yourself.
I stop feeling down the day you think you are right.
I just stop crying because I repeatedly tell myself you are not worth it.

Girlfriends rock! Without my VVIP, I don't know how long I can stand.
How strong I can become.
Girlfriend lend you her shoulder when you need to cry.
Girlfriend is alwis there for you despite the ramblings you repeatedly made.

Love you lots, my smally girlfriend...
You made me a stronger person! Triple mwah(s).

hApPie bUrStdAy to MuMmY dEaR!!!

one yr older d but u're still looking young as always =p
all da best in ur business and hope everything goes well
live healthily and happie always =)
LoVe yA!! =p






























we had dinner at dis restaurant called Janbo
i think they sort of imitate da HK Jumbo
coz their logo is oso a big ship
but the food there are pretty good
cod fish, seafood platter, egg yolk prawn, shark fin...
was bz eating hence didnt take pics

pink is open again, yaYy
ben n edwin were debating bout transfer to aussie
tsk tsk tsk..
both have their gd reasons
but it was so hilarious listening to them =D

hahhaha i met dis guy chi/chee loong? in uni yesterday
we were shocked when we met
he asked whether i'm from pc fair
i asked him back too coz he was wearing spec so cant really recognise himhe also knows ah hoong, wee they all,
another klang kaki coz they speak Hokkien =_="
he was selling Sony cam in pc fair
right in front of my booth
wat a small world man
he's taking IM too but i didnt see him before
he looks mature so i tot he's working, lolz

da twins look damn alike rite now
mayb coz ah hoong's hair is similar to wee's
guess they hav da same hairstylish, lolz

haihz,
everybody is so bz wif their assignments
its cracking our brain
not much time left for revision
scareeeee...
work hard, GAMBATEH neh! =)


Develop a passion for learning. If you do, you will never cease to grow.

Labels: birthday, mummy

Here come my "independant" days~

kakak LEFT
we sent her to airport dis morning, early morning..
all woke up at 4+
juz slept 3 hrs coz was doin FM (i hate it!)
didnt feel like waking up
but i know i'll surely regret if i dun
these red-eye flights are real "torturing"
its niceee to speed at dis hour
no cars, no speed trap (i guess =p)
but it was out of my expectation when we reached there
i tot da airport will be veli quiet
wif around 10+ ppl but i was wrong

haihz,
airport is a happie yet sad place
happie when u're goin overseas for hol
sad when ppl leaving
i hate farewells, NEVER like it
i become veli emotional when it comes to dis issue
but normally i cant tears even when i force myself to
argh i dun like it
i even started to tears on da way there
and worse part is dumbo me put on emo songs
straightaway "rain"
haihz..

i've been starting to tears few days ago
i told myself to control, control, control today
dun wanna cry in front of them
i juz couldnt describe the emptiness dat i felt
some of them might laugh at me
but i guess they wont un how i felt
i kept thinking bout she's leaving and all
it juz keep my mind occupied these few days
she's juz like one of my family member
we stayed together for so long, see each other everyday
though we're not really close
she jokes wif my frens as well
i sort of rely on her
but i know part of the reason is oso we wont hav maid anymore
F.Y.I, i did hse work when i was young too
and during da time when kakak went back for a month
mum would have to do most of da jobs
will try to help her
but i guess more naggings are comin =/

we reached subang around 7
was looking for da usj21 dim sum
lucky us coz they open at 7
so we were among da 1st customer of da day
but hav to wait for them to cook lor
i didnt know ppl will wake up so early for breakfast
saw dis guy whom i believed is part-timer in da shop
he was fr my primary skool, 1 yr younger
gd memory huh
hehehhe..act i rem him becoz he still looks da same
and he is quite gd looking, lolz
anyway i'm not interested lar =p

life just become so different
i feel one kind when i saw her empty room
i was suprise that da impact is so huge
anyway, i hope she's doin fine over there
live healthily and good luck in he future undertakings =)
sleepyyyy... Zzzzz


my another fav song

Gwen Stefani ~ 4 In The Morning

Wakin up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it’s say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts
when I think,
when I let it sink in
It’s all over me
I'm lying here in the dark
Watchin you sleep, it hurts a lot

[Bridge]
And all I know is you’ve got to give me everything
Nothing less 'cause you know I give you all of me

[Chorus]
I give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning and the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight

What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come on do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don’t wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don’t let me down

It’s not fair, how you are
I can’t be complete, can you give me more
[Bridge][Chorus]

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your love for me
We can’t escape the love
Give me everything that you have
[Bridge][Chorus]

Labels: farewell